Day 13: Something you would like to change about yourself for the better.

Aria is (almost) fearless..

She is the one who tries to drive her tricycle down the stairs...

Not Gibby,

even though I am pretty sure she is the test pilot

to see if these things are dangerous..

and then he jumps on the bandwagon if it is safe..

which usually it isn't.

She is the one who believes..

that you really can be a Princess and an Astronaut..

as a career choice...

but yet she is afraid of the dark..

Afraid that she just might get sucked down the bathtub drain..

I remember when I was like that..

When I thought anything was possible..

Then you grow up

and reality sets in..

It tells you the dark is nothing to be afraid of..

but it also tells you dreams are out of reach..

And fears become more realistic

fear of failure..

rejection..

I want to get back to Ari's kind of

fearless..

I want to get back that attitude of

"it is possible"

That's what I want to change..

the fear that stops me from trying..

The fear that makes me OVER THINK..

every decision.

The fear that makes dreams out of reach..

UPDATE: Court said something that really describes what I want to be like..

Faith filled instead of fearful..